Ugh, I got a runny nose. *Sniffle*sniffle*.
School starts in a week. Actually less than a week... 5 days. Blehhhh..
I've actually never wanted summer-to-not-end this much in my lifeee.
In english class, we read this poem that conveyed us as humans always eager for the future. Like for example, "I can't wait for next Friday!" or "I just want to grow up, and live my own life." or "one more hour..."
and I suppose that's true for the most part.
But I found myself wanting to stay in this state foreverrrr. Hahaha, maybe not forever, but atleast 2 more months pweasee?
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^ sorry, the rentals were irritating me and i was being an angsty teen.
ANYWAY. I decided I should have a different outlook on school. On the bright side.. TV shows will be starting again! Aaand.. what else? New classes = new people = new experiences = FRESSH :D
Also I really want to work harder this year. But i dunno, usually I have a good intuition at the start of something big like a new year, or a new month, or something. This new school year, I'm not getting exactly the best hunches right now..
So I'm a little worried.. maybe I just need to try to pull myself out of summer mode.
Ohmygawsh. I JUST remembered.. uniforms.
Ohmygawwsh. I also was just reminded.. I'm a tenth grader. Shiiit, it feels like just last year I was Gr. 7 or something, and Mr. Evans was assigning something he took from another teacher like he always does D:
KAY. POSITIVE ATTITUDE. RIGGHT STELL?
ugh. fck this. school go away. i dont want you here and that's just the truth. i cant lie to myself anymore, i'm really sad and, kind of mad .. ?
CAMP ROCK 2 YOU BETTER CHEER ME UP MAYN. OR IMMA FCK SOMETHIN UPPP, BITCH.
PS. Twitter's being a shitty whore. faaaack. why am i so maaaad right nowwwwwww.