Friday, November 28, 2008

Scared of Fudge?!

Title means nothing.
I'm scared for the future,
and fudge is just my way of saying, "FREGGGGG"
There's no explanation needed.
Just play the symphony, and let me carry on with my life.

Hah, the picture (Teen Vogue's The New Romantics Feature - April 2007) is supposed to represent me being lonely and sad... :(
I laugh at myself for being so pathetic. It's almost like I'm saying, GIVE ME YOUR SYMPATHY FOR LIEFFF.
P.S. I'm admittedly sorry for turning The Zoot Pod into something it's definetly not, or at least, shouldn't be; A FEELINGS BLOG. here comes my cry: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
P.S.S. Lot's of capitals in this post...WHAT'S GOIN' ONNN?!?!?!?

Sunday, November 23, 2008


Title explanation: I looked around my computer desk to see what to call this new post. 'AWAKE!' was what I saw. A magazine based on religion, and explanations of how to get what you want, and why things are the way they are.
Right now, I'm just so.. i don't know...what do you call it? I don't know what to call it, and I am too of whatever it is to look it up. :( BLEH. BLEH. BLEH. I could scream, but once again, am too whatever it is. Let me explain, I feel sort of like a blob of flesh. Just sitting her, trudging along with world into the future.
Well, yesterday, no, not yesterday. Like this week, i got a new issue of Teen Vogue! Omg! (Ha! Still the blob, so that 'omg! was not all that enthusiastic...) It was with Kristen Stewart on the cover. Hooray! Hoorah! TWILIGHT! Which I will soon read since its been sitting around my home since August, dang it! But, let me just say, I'm not particularly fond of the way they styled her. She does, ofcourse look great, but, they could've made her look a bit more BAMM! Then again, if you think about it, I'm not very fond of any of their covers. Well, the ones I have at least. It is a good isue, but really? For a two-month issue (December&January), it is as thin as a regular month. So, it could've been better. Anyways, yea yeah, it was a good issue, as it usually is, and hummmmm, ya. That's pretty much what i have to say about it. Wording. Again. I'm probably gonna keep wording. And wording. And wording. Like I am now. I'm telling you, it is the blobbiness. NOT ME! I AM A BLOB TODAY! BLOBBBB!!!!!
Grrrrrrrr. I think I'm mad. Sorry guys, I don't mean to turn this into an angry fustration post, but what's a girl to do? Let me just scream, maybe? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FUDGE! FUDGE! FUNK FUNK FUCKK FUNK! FUDGE! FUDGE! FUNK! FUDGE! There I said it. Or at least it's hidden somewhere in te alternatives to the F-word. Sigh, sigh, sigh.
What a beutiful day guys, I'm am mow off to sit and read. After all, I'm too blobby (i gues that's a word now?) to do anything. I hope you get what I'm saying, if you will.
All my love,
Esuterra. ♥ :)
Here are some pictures from behind the scenes of Kristen's Teen Vogue Cover Shoot! Enjoy!

Haha! That is one that I made! Beautifull!!! :)

Kristen with two other members of the Twilight movie cast, Nikki Reed and someone else (hehehee)

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Blue Skies Turn Grey, Over The Mountains


I'm not sure if I should be excited or not. It is quite beautiful though.

And as I walked off of my bus, I couldn't help but look around and stare in awe of the beautiful nature. 5 minutes ago, the sky was bright and blue, then BOOSH! It turned grey (boosh and not bam because I'm trying to maintain that soft aspect of this post, like snow).
So as i walked off my bus, the wind swept my hair across my face, and i whipped it away with a swoosh of my neck. People were about, but I didn't really care, I just twirled quickly to look at my favourite scenic place I see every morning as I wait for my bus to come. As the short walk halted to an end, I bent down and picked up some snow. It melted in my hand, but it was beautiful, although I had to wipe it away on my jeans since there was dirt in it. I stepped up the stairs, the boards creeking under my feet, frozen from the chilly weather. I went inside, and up the stairs to now, where I am blogging. I started this post and it started snowing less, clearing up just so much that could you can now see the hills (they looked like tall mountains, it was stunning). But now the snow has stopped. And you can see the bright blue sky again. As the saying goes: It went as quickly as it came.

P.S. This is the second time it snowed this year (not including the early months that accounted for last winter and spring.) This is fall and it snowed in mid-october. Buh-bye now!

OMG! Look at the leaves! DISGUISTING!!!

Music: "The Youth" By MGMT
Mood: Tranquil

Thursday, November 13, 2008

MARCH. (not the month)

Ahhh, so hopefully, maybe, almost certainly, I won't include music in my post today, but you never know. Really, I was uninspired to blog. i though, "gotta blog, gotta blog", i go on to blogger, mood rockets itself into space. Then I go sleep. Man. What a bore I am? And then I wake up, have half an hour to do some math, maybe, then enter TV Land, where all the TV shows want me to faiilllll. This is probably what the producers thought when thinking of their shows.
Producer: I think we should create some new shows this fall, so Estella can do miserably in school.
Other people: I ull heartedly agree. Great idea, Tom.
Other Person: Well, she probably won't fail. I think you're exaggerating. She just will have to work EXTRA hard. Maybe, stay up till 2:00 AM, then TRY to wake up at 4:00 AM. ofcourse, she won't be able to come out of her deep state of sleep. So then, her sister will have to hake her up at 7:20.
Producer: Sounds like a plan! What shows should we add to the list, on top of all the other shows. I mean, how can Estella go through with our plan, without obstacles?
Other people: How about.... Priviledged? orthe new 90210? Ahh?
Other Person: Mmmhmm!! And She hasn't been trying to watch The Office, even if she wants to, let's add that to the list!
Other people: Thinking. Oh! How about So You Think You Can Dance Canada? 30 Rock? And Stylista!
Producer: Well, I think our plan is full proof! All we have to do, is make sure the episodes are fullfilling enough for her taste, then she will have to ditch homework for TV, for at least 2 hours a night! People, great job today.

So that's most likely what happened when this all started. And I'm not gonna list my h/w and stufff, cause now, it's just annoying. Trying to gain your sympathy, when clearly all it's doing is making you think, Ughh, we get the idea! Now GET OVER IT!

Man, I love itallics. It brings a sense of ooohhh factor-edness to a post.

Anywho..... today I cam across this AMAZIZING blog run by a twelve year old girl who loves fashion, and has the best sense of style I've ever seen on a 12 yr old. Honestly, i couldn't blieve my eyes. I thought at first, this blog iscool, maybe I'll add it to my "Blogs I'm Following List". Then, I read the decription, as she said she was twelve, and i was like, what a joke. So, then I look at pictures of her to see if she really was twelve. Believe it or not, I looked at them pictures, and still thought she wasn't. Allthough, it is quite clear. There was a video with her talking about how people should vote (for Barrack Obama) in the American election, or else she would hurt you. Then I started to believe her age. I'm still stunned now, as I think about it, how she's twelve. And she was such a phenomenal blogger. There's her, then there's me. She is prodigious, and there i am, taking words like 'prodigious' from

And I still have yet to talk about Halloween. SHUTUP, I know it's late, but I have pictures, and how I have 1000 + emails, I WANT to read/open in my inbox, and about music (hahaha), Christmas, and books! BUT I CAN'T. I really need to start on my geography. I'm sorry. I know I said I would't mention homework- too late! So hence the title, 'MARCH (not the month)' because I am Marching, i should say trudging - and no, that was not looked up from a thesaurus - along, as I try to balance life on the run here.
So today, as I looked at those 12 yr old girl's photos, I was like, man, I wish I had a camera, that could do cool pictures like that. So i started to HATE MY CAMERA! I mean, it's good for ducumenting one's life, or vacations, or hangouts, or facebook photos. (Ha!)
But not so great when taking self portraits or what not. BUT NOW I LOVE MY CAMERA AGAIN! YAYYYYY!!!!!!! I thought, I need a blur, i need a blur, and what better way to get a blur without editing than night vision, and lots of lights, while shake my head around?!?! And it was turning out great, until my battery died. DANG IT! Oh, well, at least, I still got these great pictures! I'm so dainty right now! :) :) :) :)
Yes, but don't ask what the X is for. I wanted something artistic, or "artsy' as Miley Cyrus thought... :S Because at first, I didn't know these pictures would turn out like this, so I thought i would have to edit them, and make them black and white. That's where the X comes in. In mono colours (that's black and white, right?) I thought maybe the X would look enticing (THAT was from, but now there's no need! HIP HIP HOORAY!