Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Hiatus Till Next Year

This will be my last blog for the rest of the year.
My last post of '08.
2008, mannnn.
So, YO!
Here comez 2009. Itz coming fasttt. Getz ready forz da FU-CHAA!!
Where do robots come from?
Well, that's easy, Bob. Robots come from the asianssss!!!!!!!!!
TEHE! :)

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Chestnuts roasting on an open fire/ Jack Frost nipping at your nose.

So as you can see, I guess you could say I have been putting off blogging for quite some time now. More specifically: around a month!! Oh my goodness! Oh my gosh! Why? Not sure why, really. I guess it may have something to do with un/in-confidence, OR maybe it's like a guilt trip has been planted on me. Dangg. Anyways, I'm terribly sorry for my long hiatus. Wait. No I take that back. I'm not sorry, because no one even reads his (and if you do, you must be someone who likes to WASTE THEIR TIME!), so why should I be sorry? EXACTLY! There is noooo reason. And you know, I'm gonna add something to that. I'm still not in the mood for blogging. Not one-bit. I just really, really, really, really X 100 wanted to write about this big one righttt herr: CHRISTMASSSS!

"Chestnuts roasting on an open fire/ Jack Frost nipping at your nose/ Yuletide carols being sung by a choir..." There's nothing like the sweet sound of Nat King Cole singing this holiday classic to put me in a festive mood. But then, once you replay the song over and over, and over again, well, there's nothing like that repetitive sound to take you out of that mood. So be careful kids - WARNING, I REPEAT, WARNING: DO NOT REPETITIVELY PLAY FESTIVE HOLIDAY CAROLS 3 WEEKS AND COUNTING IN A ROW, I REPEAT, DO NOTTTT OVERPLAY CLASSIC CHRISTMAS MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!! Anh, I've already made that mistake. This morning, I even made a CD of my favourite Christmas carols. There are 13 songs on it, and personally, to me, 13 = bad luck number = yuck = do not use this number. So, yikessss.
*COUGH*COUGH*COUGH*COUGH*COUGH*....*COUGH*BLARGH*COUGH*ROAR*COUGH*COUGH*RAH* Omg, I am seriously coughing my heart out, I am coughing every five minutes, and that's a fact. Like I actually sound like that imitation of me above, mannn. And I just coughed now. And again. And again. Ow. I'm feeling light-headed. *sneeze/cough/hiccup*

You might be wondering, its 3 AM on the eve of Christmas - or, you could say, Late night on the eve of Christmas eve. Anywho, you might be wondering why I'm typing this up soo late. Okay, well, you may not be thinking that, or you may not even be thinking, for that matter. But I just want to clear the air for all those wonderers out there (wonderers out there? haha, that's RICHH), I am typing this late because I vowed not to post about Christmas on Chritmas Eve, or Christmas Day. So there's thatt.

What's on my Christmas List? Let's see....
*Britney Spears "Circus" Album
*Kanye West "808's And Heartbreak" Album
*H&M Gift Card
*American Eagle gift card
*Eclipse - #3/Twilight Series (YES, SHUTUP, I'm a fan. got a problem with that?)
*Subscription to Nylon Magazine
* Lulu Magazine (Just ONE issue, pleaseee Santa??)
*Big lense Camera (you know, those big chunky ones that photographers use? yeahhhh)
*Scrapbooking Kit
*The Dark Knight DVD

Mannn, what a spoiled kid, huh? Well, I can humbly tell you, that I only got 2/10 of those things, *hint*hint* mom and dad... Nahh.. I'm kidding, it's already too late to go out and buy those. But uhh, there's always boxing day..... *'nother hint*nudge*nudge*

What else is there to tell you???
I guess I could just talk randomly about the things I would like to say, starting noww:

1. Two days ago, I made a slide with my brother. Or so it was an attempt. Basically though, we just kept slamming into the tree, somehow always at the end of our slide. Crazy, huh? Dang tree. I kid. I love you tree.
2. Three days ago, I made a slide with my friend. There were turns. It was awesome.
3. Must watch Elf, today
4. Speaking of today, my cousins are coming over. Talk about PARTAYYYY. I kid again. My cousins are 11 and 6 or 7 (i'm not too sure of their ages, actually).
5. My sister Kim is also coming over, she is bring gifts. I happen to know that she got my the circus CD. YESS. SCOREE. Oh man, i reallly hope she got me that. I know I shouldn't have much expectations. But I can't control myself, I'm a cat after all. :)
6. Hate this number, so I'm skipping it.
7. I think my Dad's awke,and is about to crash on me for being up this late. C'mon keyboard, be quieter!
8. Merry Christmas, Everyone.
9. Happy Birthday to you, Jesus!
10. Hope everyone has a great Christmas.
11. I'm past 10 now.
12. If I think of what to say next, which i just did (haha), I will tell you.
13. Here's what i just rembered: I made a little video of me drawing a Christmas doodle for you!! :) I named him Bobo. (pronounced: boe-boe.)

15. I recommend doble clicking on the vid, and watching in high quality
16. I saw the magazine that has my banner picture, above at chapters. I really wanted to buy it. But I went to have Teriyaki food, before the mall closed down. I found it funny, since i got there at closing time, that everywhere else (like KFC, Subway, New York Fires, etc.) was closed while, Teriyaki, and ThaiLand (both asian) were still open and serving. Huh.

Love, ♥♥♥
Pissu! :)

P.S. Credits to photos will come later! Right now, I gotta get some sleep!

Friday, November 28, 2008

Scared of Fudge?!

Title means nothing.
I'm scared for the future,
and fudge is just my way of saying, "FREGGGGG"
There's no explanation needed.
Just play the symphony, and let me carry on with my life.

Hah, the picture (Teen Vogue's The New Romantics Feature - April 2007) is supposed to represent me being lonely and sad... :(
I laugh at myself for being so pathetic. It's almost like I'm saying, GIVE ME YOUR SYMPATHY FOR LIEFFF.
P.S. I'm admittedly sorry for turning The Zoot Pod into something it's definetly not, or at least, shouldn't be; A FEELINGS BLOG. here comes my cry: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
P.S.S. Lot's of capitals in this post...WHAT'S GOIN' ONNN?!?!?!?

Sunday, November 23, 2008


Title explanation: I looked around my computer desk to see what to call this new post. 'AWAKE!' was what I saw. A magazine based on religion, and explanations of how to get what you want, and why things are the way they are.
Right now, I'm just so.. i don't know...what do you call it? I don't know what to call it, and I am too of whatever it is to look it up. :( BLEH. BLEH. BLEH. I could scream, but once again, am too whatever it is. Let me explain, I feel sort of like a blob of flesh. Just sitting her, trudging along with world into the future.
Well, yesterday, no, not yesterday. Like this week, i got a new issue of Teen Vogue! Omg! (Ha! Still the blob, so that 'omg! was not all that enthusiastic...) It was with Kristen Stewart on the cover. Hooray! Hoorah! TWILIGHT! Which I will soon read since its been sitting around my home since August, dang it! But, let me just say, I'm not particularly fond of the way they styled her. She does, ofcourse look great, but, they could've made her look a bit more BAMM! Then again, if you think about it, I'm not very fond of any of their covers. Well, the ones I have at least. It is a good isue, but really? For a two-month issue (December&January), it is as thin as a regular month. So, it could've been better. Anyways, yea yeah, it was a good issue, as it usually is, and hummmmm, ya. That's pretty much what i have to say about it. Wording. Again. I'm probably gonna keep wording. And wording. And wording. Like I am now. I'm telling you, it is the blobbiness. NOT ME! I AM A BLOB TODAY! BLOBBBB!!!!!
Grrrrrrrr. I think I'm mad. Sorry guys, I don't mean to turn this into an angry fustration post, but what's a girl to do? Let me just scream, maybe? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FUDGE! FUDGE! FUNK FUNK FUCKK FUNK! FUDGE! FUDGE! FUNK! FUDGE! There I said it. Or at least it's hidden somewhere in te alternatives to the F-word. Sigh, sigh, sigh.
What a beutiful day guys, I'm am mow off to sit and read. After all, I'm too blobby (i gues that's a word now?) to do anything. I hope you get what I'm saying, if you will.
All my love,
Esuterra. ♥ :)
Here are some pictures from behind the scenes of Kristen's Teen Vogue Cover Shoot! Enjoy!

Haha! That is one that I made! Beautifull!!! :)

Kristen with two other members of the Twilight movie cast, Nikki Reed and someone else (hehehee)

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Blue Skies Turn Grey, Over The Mountains


I'm not sure if I should be excited or not. It is quite beautiful though.

And as I walked off of my bus, I couldn't help but look around and stare in awe of the beautiful nature. 5 minutes ago, the sky was bright and blue, then BOOSH! It turned grey (boosh and not bam because I'm trying to maintain that soft aspect of this post, like snow).
So as i walked off my bus, the wind swept my hair across my face, and i whipped it away with a swoosh of my neck. People were about, but I didn't really care, I just twirled quickly to look at my favourite scenic place I see every morning as I wait for my bus to come. As the short walk halted to an end, I bent down and picked up some snow. It melted in my hand, but it was beautiful, although I had to wipe it away on my jeans since there was dirt in it. I stepped up the stairs, the boards creeking under my feet, frozen from the chilly weather. I went inside, and up the stairs to now, where I am blogging. I started this post and it started snowing less, clearing up just so much that could you can now see the hills (they looked like tall mountains, it was stunning). But now the snow has stopped. And you can see the bright blue sky again. As the saying goes: It went as quickly as it came.

P.S. This is the second time it snowed this year (not including the early months that accounted for last winter and spring.) This is fall and it snowed in mid-october. Buh-bye now!

OMG! Look at the leaves! DISGUISTING!!!

Music: "The Youth" By MGMT
Mood: Tranquil

Thursday, November 13, 2008

MARCH. (not the month)

Ahhh, so hopefully, maybe, almost certainly, I won't include music in my post today, but you never know. Really, I was uninspired to blog. i though, "gotta blog, gotta blog", i go on to blogger, mood rockets itself into space. Then I go sleep. Man. What a bore I am? And then I wake up, have half an hour to do some math, maybe, then enter TV Land, where all the TV shows want me to faiilllll. This is probably what the producers thought when thinking of their shows.
Producer: I think we should create some new shows this fall, so Estella can do miserably in school.
Other people: I ull heartedly agree. Great idea, Tom.
Other Person: Well, she probably won't fail. I think you're exaggerating. She just will have to work EXTRA hard. Maybe, stay up till 2:00 AM, then TRY to wake up at 4:00 AM. ofcourse, she won't be able to come out of her deep state of sleep. So then, her sister will have to hake her up at 7:20.
Producer: Sounds like a plan! What shows should we add to the list, on top of all the other shows. I mean, how can Estella go through with our plan, without obstacles?
Other people: How about.... Priviledged? orthe new 90210? Ahh?
Other Person: Mmmhmm!! And She hasn't been trying to watch The Office, even if she wants to, let's add that to the list!
Other people: Thinking. Oh! How about So You Think You Can Dance Canada? 30 Rock? And Stylista!
Producer: Well, I think our plan is full proof! All we have to do, is make sure the episodes are fullfilling enough for her taste, then she will have to ditch homework for TV, for at least 2 hours a night! People, great job today.

So that's most likely what happened when this all started. And I'm not gonna list my h/w and stufff, cause now, it's just annoying. Trying to gain your sympathy, when clearly all it's doing is making you think, Ughh, we get the idea! Now GET OVER IT!

Man, I love itallics. It brings a sense of ooohhh factor-edness to a post.

Anywho..... today I cam across this AMAZIZING blog run by a twelve year old girl who loves fashion, and has the best sense of style I've ever seen on a 12 yr old. Honestly, i couldn't blieve my eyes. I thought at first, this blog iscool, maybe I'll add it to my "Blogs I'm Following List". Then, I read the decription, as she said she was twelve, and i was like, what a joke. So, then I look at pictures of her to see if she really was twelve. Believe it or not, I looked at them pictures, and still thought she wasn't. Allthough, it is quite clear. There was a video with her talking about how people should vote (for Barrack Obama) in the American election, or else she would hurt you. Then I started to believe her age. I'm still stunned now, as I think about it, how she's twelve. And she was such a phenomenal blogger. There's her, then there's me. She is prodigious, and there i am, taking words like 'prodigious' from

And I still have yet to talk about Halloween. SHUTUP, I know it's late, but I have pictures, and how I have 1000 + emails, I WANT to read/open in my inbox, and about music (hahaha), Christmas, and books! BUT I CAN'T. I really need to start on my geography. I'm sorry. I know I said I would't mention homework- too late! So hence the title, 'MARCH (not the month)' because I am Marching, i should say trudging - and no, that was not looked up from a thesaurus - along, as I try to balance life on the run here.
So today, as I looked at those 12 yr old girl's photos, I was like, man, I wish I had a camera, that could do cool pictures like that. So i started to HATE MY CAMERA! I mean, it's good for ducumenting one's life, or vacations, or hangouts, or facebook photos. (Ha!)
But not so great when taking self portraits or what not. BUT NOW I LOVE MY CAMERA AGAIN! YAYYYYY!!!!!!! I thought, I need a blur, i need a blur, and what better way to get a blur without editing than night vision, and lots of lights, while shake my head around?!?! And it was turning out great, until my battery died. DANG IT! Oh, well, at least, I still got these great pictures! I'm so dainty right now! :) :) :) :)
Yes, but don't ask what the X is for. I wanted something artistic, or "artsy' as Miley Cyrus thought... :S Because at first, I didn't know these pictures would turn out like this, so I thought i would have to edit them, and make them black and white. That's where the X comes in. In mono colours (that's black and white, right?) I thought maybe the X would look enticing (THAT was from, but now there's no need! HIP HIP HOORAY!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Crash and Burn? [DRAFT]

Mmmmmmmmm. Tasty.

Sigh. I really don't want to say anything. But I do. "I do but I don't!"; I think that's from Mean Girls, but really, who knows?

Okay, so here's a list of what I feel I should talk about, this way, I won't get off topic and then completely forget what I was gonna say next. :)

-New Fave TV Show: Devil beside You

-High School Musical Three Premiere

-Lazyness/Procrastination (sorry, you must be tired about hearing about this - but I can't help it, so screw what you're tired of hearing about :S)


-New Music (haha! more music!)

Monday, October 20, 2008

Now I'm Speechless, Over The Edge.

So OMG! I know I keep talking about new music vids lately, and uhm, I can't help it! There has been so many good ones lately! And I HAVEEE to talk about this one! Ladiess..... (and gents, if you like them).

IT'S THE JONAS BROTHERS! Love them. Ugh, so typical for a girl to either hate em or love em these days, huh?
Their new song is call "Lovebug", and if you don't like it, well it'll definetley grow on you. Or maybe it's just that the Jonas Brothers are awesomeness.
Also, I found it kind of funny that Camilla Belle should be in the music video, (Camilla's the girl who is the guys love, and whom he catches the lovebug for her, haha - well, if that's not obvious enough) because before this song came out, well, it was around the summertime (oh, how I miss those days!), where Nick said in an interview question on who was his celebrity crush (along with Kevin, and Joe), and he said CAMILLA BELLE! What?! Crazy, eh? Okay, maybe not. But what a coeenkideenk!
And also, I had this Novel Study where my class had to read The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton. Judging by the cover (shutup. i know.), I off handedly, in my mind, thought the book to be bad. And since the first chapter wasn't great (but really. really - what first chapter is great?!) I still though of the book to turn out bad. Well, was I WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Wrong in SO MANY ways. It is an unbelievable, astonishing, amazing, whimsical, sad, terrific, legendary, classic book. It was so great, I just had to go out and buy the darn thing. Man. Is that book obsession or what? No. Book obsession is Harry Potter fans. Sorry kids. And another thing is that the book is 41 years old. Published in 1967! SWEET NIBLETS (that's a shoutout to you, Miley Cyrus)!! It's a wonderful book, and if you haven't read it yet, I would HIGHLY recommend it for you and all your friends and family. EVERYONE! MUAHAHAHAHA! So PLEASE! I'm begging you and pleading you to please please please go out and read this magnificent book! It is de BESST! (Nacho Libre style right there, folks.)

Pissu my fellow Zoot Podder,

(But really, who reads this anyway?)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


Oh my goodness, I'm dying.
cry. cry. cry.
lie. lie. lie.
try. try. try.
why? why? WHY?!
oh my. my. my.
how could you die?
you fail. I fail. it's an:
epic fail. :(
bummed out guys!
I really, really, really am.
Veronica would say, "Let me dream of a world without Heather."
Well, I say, "Let me dream of a world with homework."

Music: "See You Again" -Miley Cyrus (I heard it this morning at 4:00 AM :) while doing homework :( makes me sad and happy, so it's my feel good song right now.) (?)
Mood: Cruddyyyyy...

Sunday, October 12, 2008


So as you can see,, the one and only Britney Spears has a new music video!
Womanizer is the name of the song, and it's amazing. No, not as amazing as Rihanna's "Disturbia", no. That is a whole nubba level (to quote MadTV). But altogether an amazing video.
And so catchy too! "Womanizer, woma-womanizer, you're a womanizer, oh, womanizer, oh, you're a womanizer, baby you, you, you are, you, you, you are, a WOMANIZR, WOMANIZER, WOMANIZER, BABY." Dangggg. :)
So I'm just as excited right now as I am for her new album, coming out soon, entitled, "Circus." And then I'll probably give a review once it comes out.
Anyways, the vid had me totally engrossed, and once the video started going leggy cause of our internet, I realized that my eyes were wide, staring at the screen and my jaw was dropped like duhhhh. I especially like the part near to the end when the womanizer guy was being attacked by all those girls haha. It made laugh, or chuckle. :S

"Womanizer" Britney Spears

Another thing I wanted to say was that I am going to a Thanksgiving partay! But not just a partay, an asian one! OMG! YAY! Haha, I'm joking (but not about the asian party part.)


[And Right Now, The Radio's All That We Can Hear]

Helloo guys!
Uhm, Happy Thanksgiving! Yesh? I think so.
Well, to celebrate the Canadian's thanksgiving (haha, you Americans have it in November! - Wait. I'm American. DARN IT!)
Anywho, it's a long weekend for moi, aha! Which is a good and bad thing. :(
Man, this sucks. THIS SCHUCKS.
But really. It's Thanksgiving, and everybody likes a day off school (especially when you are like way behind in h/w), so it's all good! :)

And I guess Robin Antin and her girls (the PCD girls) are feeling the goodness, because they have two brand new videos! WOO!

"I Hate This Part" The Pussycat Dolls


"Whatcha Think About That" The Pussycat Dolls

Also, if you do not particularly enjoy the song, but usually like their music/genre, try listening to the album version, and it will maybe, hopefully, most like-elly grow on you.

Cheers, and Happy Thanksgiving for the millionth time!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

The NEW Dictionary.

So I thought you've held on long enough now... (okay, I just totally forgot!)But you're probably wondering why my first few posts all say: PREVIOUS: DATE, BLAH BLAH

Well, before I came to blogger, I had a live journal...Yes, I know, "A LIVE JOURNAL? LIKE IT'S...ALIVE?!" :D - YES. My journal was alive! OMG! And I ate it! AHHHHH!

So today I made up a few words. Ok, not a few, just 2.

One word is "demasiamoré" or "demasiadamoré" Pronounced: ^dem-mass-see-a-more-eh or dem-mass-see-a-da-more-eh Meaning: Over-love (to love more than LOVE) The Origin: demasiado - overly (SPANISH) and, amoré - love (ITALIAN)

>------------and also...-------------

Word: Nabasmuto Pronounced: nah-bah-smoo-toe Meaning: So bored, you're sad Origin: Nababato - bored (FILIPINO) and, Smutny - sad (POLISH)

Anyway, what's new?Well, I'm just you know, same old, same old.Listening to my cruddy hometown radio station - which plays like 10 songs on repeat! I'm not kidding! :(So, really? What's new...I think I will change my banner-logo type thing. I don't really know what to call it.Sob. And I'm tired. Really really really really X5 tired. Man, if I had the option of sleeping in a soft comfy bed for a year, I would. Oh yeah, definetely.Ok, so I'm off to procrastinate some more!Off on my heroic saga to save the world! Cut that. heroic saga to save myself from working!Hah!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008


Uhm, I'll make his quick.
I have a french test to fail, and a novel study to fail.
Wish me failure! ;)

Hah, sorry people, if I don't post for a while...well, you know why.
Shoot! now I'm just procrastinating! My show is on in 10 minutes!
And I'm supposed to study?
Hmmph. I think we all know where this is gonna lead to; FAIL.


P.S. This post is inspired by
Go check him out!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Weird Dreams?

GAH! So just a quick post today, because i should be getting ready fror school.

Do you get weird dreams? Well, ofcourse you do! What kind of question is that, right? But do you remember them? Lately, I've been remembering my dreams... or maybe that's just me taking clips of my dream and then making up the whole story behind it. Hmmm... that's something to think about for sure. But, before I lose this morning's dream, I will tell you (?). Ok, here goes: Today, I had one where I went on my grad trip, and we stayed at some university residence, I think it was called Carlton University...don't know why but w/e. And so we were all waking up to have a fun day on our grad trip, but first we had to take out all our permission forms for some reason. Our university was like that muesuem from night at the muesum but without some of the museum-y stuff, like the dinosaur and blah blah blah. I was mesmorized by the bug thing, where there was this huge house centipede and a huge spider, in water (?) and they were fighting, but in my dream, I had a hard time focusing cause I was so tired. So as our supervisor was collecting all the forms, I wondered off and then somehow i ended up waking up in a room. At first i thought the room seemed familiar, but then I realized that it was my room! I was home! I thought, the only way to prove this is my room is to look under my pillow for a special bead necklace that I put under there. When I felt under my pillow for the necklace, and struck something that was some jewellry (ma, I GOT to improve my spelling!) - but at the time, I thought it was my necklace. i looked at it, but it was only some fancy jewllery, and so I reached under again, but there was only more and more and more jewllry so i got out of the room, to find our supervisor, just in case they hadn't left yet. I stumbled into a room where my sister was sleeping in a bed in the middle of the room, and somehow I knew it was her, but as I crept in (she was sleeping!) She asked "WHO IS THERE?" in a strong, but not manly voice. Then, before I could answer she jumps out of bed and swings out her sword. She was dressed in a karate outfit and so I left in search for the supervisor again. I found her in the lobby, where the bug thing was but alot of things were broken (okay only two, but still) She was still managing things, so i go up to her, ask if we are leaving yet, she says some things, yata yata yata... I thought, this lobby is beautiful so I went to go get my camera, when all of the sudden I'm in a room with my 2 best buddies. We were playing dolls in a house, because, there was my "sister" dressed in a white outfit with a black bet ('member the karate thing and the sword? yea, it was there) everything was there and so i thought wow, that was a weird day dream...and then I REALLY woke up into reality. Huh. Well i gotta go, talk to you soon!

Friday, September 26, 2008

Come On Down To The Freakshow

I know, I know, shonky and lazy post today (woah! totally stole that from Susie Bubble!) but how can i not? She's amazing! And I am literally in a master-frenzy -i don't even know what that means- right now! LALALALALALALALALALALALALALAAAAAAAA!!!! I want to scream with joy! Because after extensively searching for certain Nathan Jenden LFW backstage S/S 09 pictures, i finally found it. AND I AM SO EXCITED AND HAPPY. i love fashon! i'm obsessed! I'm an obessesed teenager (i am?) who loves fashion, and fashion week, and editorials, and all that good stuff - all thanks to Piczo! Kudos Piczo! Thanks for everything! I owe you! And do you notice how i'm practically ending all my little enteces in exclamation marks?! Because I am jumping inside, up and down and all around for my accomplishment! (Atually, that was supposed to end in a period, but I changed it to an E.M. -exclamation mark = E.M.- to show my loyalty to my prclaimation of ending all my senteces with E.M.'s! And to add a beatiful yummy cherry on top of things, I was looking at my emails from net a porter, and I just slapped on that queasy smie of mine, because everything is so beautiful. But then I was sad, because after not checking my emails for 2 weeks (how could I do that?!) I have to check all 230 emails, and it practically takes like half an hour an email! And as I just checked to see what email I was on now, (I should improve my typing, because this is taking long, all I wanted to do was show you my excitement) which is #168, it is a catwalk queen email, thankyou shiny media! But then agin not so much, because of my crappy homework-every-night schedule. So frantic. I'm leaving here, hope to get back to you soon!

P.S. I'm obsessed with Demi Lovato! :O

Nathan Jenden Backstage LFW S/S '09

Mood: :) Jumpy!
Music: Teddybears Slthm - "Yours To Keep"

School Is Here! You can smell it. [PREVIOUS: Sep. 7th, 2008 at 2:42 AM]

The end of summer has finally approched, and well, you know what that means...SCHOOL IS HERE! And yes, so I know this is kindof late, but, what can I say?! I had school! I had homework! GAH! This year is my last year for elementary, so I still can't decide if that's a good tihng or a bad thing. Uhhhhhhh, I'm so tired right now. But I really want to write this blog. I've been telling myself all last week, gotta write that blog before school starts...School Starts. Gottawrite that blog after you finish homework. Finishes Homework and goes on yutube and hotmail. And now it's my bedtime and I'm writing this?! My blog does not deserve my forcing myself to blog-ness. Maybe I should stop. In all due respect to my bloggg.

Last year's graduate's have ditched me for high school now. And now I'm all alone, with nobody, NOBODY! No, it's not like that at all. I mean, ofcourse I miss them, but I have my buddies here, so best of luck to them-without me! haha! Anyways, to kick off a successful (SPELLING! ... i think...) first week of school (to make it extra special it'll be: First Week of the Last Year of elementary School".... Ooooh, that is wicked. ) I've gotten picture stills of Demi Lovato's Brand New Music Video 'Get Back". She'll carry me along until the year. Don't let me down, Demi. I actually got the pictures a week ago, on... either Wednesday or Thursday, staying up till four getting them (that's how much I love her! ♥ - joking!).


Today, I tried to do a photoshoot, with some weird makeup, and this shirt I got from Ross. No, -it turned out awfully. I guess maybe it's because of the fact that I was, really, squeezing it in right before I had to work, so eveything was rushed, and messy. SLOPPY! F! I FAIL!So I'll post the best pics, if they're bearable enough for me to see and show to eveybody. Which reminds me, of the model I'm absolutely in love with right now, 'Hyoni Kang' LOVE HER, LIVE HER, EAT HER.

Once again, this blog is jumpy, unsettled and well - piecy, and doesn't flow. Maybe I'll get better. Who knows. Maybe I'll be the next big thing in blogging. Ahh! I hope not! Goodnight!

Love, Ellee.

Mood: tired. :(
Music: "Everyone Knows Remix" By N.E.R.D.

Only happy monsters play in the mud. =] [PREVIOUS: Aug. 27th, 2008 at 9:49 PM]


I'm kidding. Well not really..kindof. Sigh. Well, we just got this new program for learning Japanese. IT SUCKS. I'm not learning nothing but the word "person" all it looks like, is a banana peel. Yea, go look it up on Google language Tools. Really.

- Well yesterday I went to see The Rocker with that 'Dwayne' (?) guy from the office and that Emma Stone (?) girl from Superbad. Haha, good movie. You know, it was what I expected completely; totally predictable, but still FUNNYYYYY!! :D

Well right now, I am learning (online) how to do a CSS Decorative Gallery from WDW. Wow, I just discovered it today, and it's freaking AMAZIZING!!!!!!!! Not very clear with the whole thing, just yet, but I'm sure I'll get the hang of it sooner or later. Mosst likely it'll be sooner. I wanna know how to the whole corkboard with taped-up picture gallery thing. Uhhh, but it's so confrusing. Yes, I did say "confrusing" and not "confusing" - got a problem with that? Oh, but who am I kidding? Nobody visits my site WHATSOEVER, it's utterly and completely unorganized, and well, inupdated or should I say BEHIND! YESSSSHHHH!

So I gotta go now (or I want to leave now) because, I don't want top be typing all night since I am rather SLOW. lol :)Right now, I'll spend my time on WDW and DeviantArt. Oh! And how could I forget O.K.? Alright, I'm gonna go watch 'What Happens In Vegas' now. It is already 12:36. I'm Ellee, and the movie has just started, so goodnight to you all! :) Peace!

Mood: :/ exanimate
Music: "Get Back" By Demi Lovato (it's in my head)

LET'S HAPPY...please? [PREVIOUS: Aug. 25th, 2008 at 6:10 PM ]

It's a true asian invasion waiting to happen.

Hello there. First post so bare with me! :D It's a hot summers day, in a boring boring place.The sun is up, the lake is shining, the trees are blowing, but all I seem to feel is the autumn's breeze filling the air with its musky smell, feel, sound. School. That's what comes to mind at least. School is coming and all I seem to accomplish is checking my emails, make my bed - I can't even muster up enough unlazyness to do that! My room is a mess, I'm too lazy to clean it; all my summer tasks: putting finishing touches onto my completely unorderly website, further learning Adobe Photoshop CS3, being free and happy, are left messy and untidy. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Can't I do one thing without leaving it half-done? Really? I can't even seem to manage to do that? Wording. Again with the wording. *smacks head* I mean someone knock some sense into this poor, little girl (that's me, ofcourse)!

Ok, now where was I? Oh right. School. That treturous (excuse my awful spelling, really) system of mathematics, english, science and crap. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! But..but what is enough? Is school truly all that bad? I don't believe so. maybe.. Well I think? I guess. I mean, my friends are there, I learn, I actually do something with my life! Unlike my days of summer, which is almost over by the way (and will lead me to my next topic - SOON!) my summer is lazy, unaccomplished, computer-based, attemptish, and well, alright. Idk, something just feels off, wrong. Am I missing something? Maybe it's my messy environment sitting there (like me!) waiting to be used...or moved...or thrown out? Gawsh, this place is a mess. Maybe I'll start there. Oh, but it is already too late. I've started here, at LiveJournal. So uhm, thankyou very much LiveJournal. Atleast you were helpful enough to 'knock some sense into me'.

NEXT TOPIC - TV SHOWS FOR FALL!Ooh! I cannot wait until all my fave shows will start again - The Hills (which has already started - GASP! and is on tonight!), The Secret Life of the American Teenager, yeah, I watch that a problem with that?, Gossip Girl (LOVE LOVE LOVE! ♥), 90210 (America's most famous zip-code), Heroes (YAY!), THe Office (which I have tried to watch previously, but was unsuccessful in keeping up :( there was too much homework, sadly), and that's just a few of them, oh oh oh oh oh, this year, yea, this year I'll undoubtably (spelling, again!) fail from all this TV! Argh! (I'm a pirate!)

And last but not least, just updating you, (or should I say myself, 'cause, I mean, who reads this anyway?) I'll try to fit in a photoshoot today (or tonight?) after my hair dries from swimming and finishing up my dresses 2007 page for my site, hmm, I'm thinking...anything else? Ah! I'll possible work on my wishlist for Net-A-Porter since, there is way too much 'wishes" in it! I need fall clothes! I'm already behind by 30 frikkin emails! GIVE ME A BREAK! AHHH!! In the meantime, just wait for the invasion. Trust me, it'll unleash the invasion-ness soon, but beware, because it's already begun.

*ellee. ♥ a.k.a esuterra.

Music: "In The Ayer" By FLO-Rida